Gone too soon

18 07 2009

I was able to watch the eulogy of Michael Jackson thanks to PM, and honestly I am regretful not to see him the way I did just tonight. It seemed like he was a man that  I had never ever known him to be even in my wildest imaginations.

To a great man, whose acts was unknown to a girl who lived in an age where his legend seem to be encapsulated with ridicule and judgments, I am deeply in shame.

To a great man who has done a lot for other people amidst the turbulence of his own life, my respect and gratitude will be his – for he has done good, and he deserves to be with Him.

And as I pondered on how I look into  a man with my eyes open, I am thinking of what better it would be if I would just keep them close and look through the darkness to see the light shadowed within.

And as I listen to Usher singing Gone too soon in MJ’s eulogy, my heart was pierced and enlightened to have known of the King of Pop in a different light.

Like A Comet
Blazing ‘Cross The Evening Sky
Gone Too Soon

Like A Rainbow
Fading In The Twinkling Of An Eye
Gone Too Soon

Shiny And Sparkly
And Splendidly Bright
Here One Day
Gone One Night

Like The Loss Of Sunlight
On A Cloudy Afternoon
Gone Too Soon

Like A Castle
Built Upon A Sandy Beach
Gone Too Soon

Like A Perfect Flower
That Is Just Beyond Your Reach
Gone Too Soon

Born To Amuse, To Inspire, To Delight
Here One Day
Gone One Night

Like A Sunset
Dying With The Rising Of The Moon
Gone Too Soon

Gone Too Soon





Piapot away from home – AGAIN!

13 07 2009

Sigh.

After a day and a half of having break time in the coziest place on the planet which is the home of Don Domeng and Mother Goose, I am leaving today for the nth time for school, and am going to stay in the dormitory far away from home where there is no nagging of care from Mother goose, no joke times from Don Domeng, no sisters to crack my corny jokes to, and no piles of dogs to stumble on and dozens of cats to play with. It’s just like a form of disabling you, like hearing for one sec, and has gone deaf right after the other.

What I only have in my room are two double-deck beds, with no roomates obviously, well unless my sister, Ched, comes to stay during her duties, a closet, a study table and piles of books that keep me company throughout the week.

Yeah. Yeah. I know. I actuallly had given myself a self diagnosis of separation anxiety when it comes to my family.

But what the heck, no matter how quiet it all seems when I’m alone in my lare room, with my nose stuck on my books and sweat crawling down by back, everything turns out to be alright when my phone starts to vibrate and its lights start to blink, with the sound of my favorite saxophone serenading my ears, I rushed towards it, and I know that I’m all back home again. :)

Until then guys! Be safe and stay safe! :D

piapot bye-bye!

piapot bye-bye!





A Little Goes a Long… long… way…

12 07 2009

My first week of hospital duty had finally come into an end yesterday at around 1pm. And to be really honest, it was tough and toxic and tiring, but I was really really happy to be there! :)

The first day of handling a patient was the toughest. Any first day of first things that ever do in your life has always been the toughest right? I was still getting the hang of me being a nurse that should be taking care of my post operative patient that gave birth to a healthy baby girl through cesarean section. I was really lucky that she was nice, and her mother and husband too. I was really nervous to come inside their room for the first time! Imagine me standing in front of their room for about 2 minutes or so practicing what I’m supposed to say and actually preparing myself for the worst! LOL But everything turned out to be fine, and the next day she was already out of the hospital. :) And lucky me, everything happened to my next patient. :)

Oh, and let me tell you, the nurses there was nice as well, and they took us along to observe and do special procedures that we rendered ourselves!

First, the nurses thought me how to administer an NGT feeding.

Second, an orthopedic doctor thought us how to make a four solution for irrigation of severely infected wounds most commonly used for diabetic patients.

Third, I assisted in removing an indwelling catheter to a mother who had just given birth and rendered perennial care.

Fourth, my group mate tagged me along to her patient who was having blood transfusion and thought me how to regulate and attach it to an IV line. And her patient was an old man that was really really nice and sweet.

Fifth, the orthopedic doctor asked us to assist him in cleaning a diabetic foot that actually left my group mates’ mouths open.

Also, I have learned a lot of things about myself and about life.

I have never really thought that I would do good in making conversations to people I don’t know. To be honest, some of my classmates actually thinks that I am an antisocial kind of person, though I’m just not used of talking or chatting with not so close friends and all. Though to patients in the hospital, I was really good. Maybe I should tell my classmates to become patients so I will talk to them just the same? LOL

Though, what amazes me the most is how much appreciative people can be. When you ask them how they are feeling, or when you just touch them, or just give a smile, and tell them to get better, you would see in their faces, especially in their eyes, that you made them happy, like you are the most caring persoon in the world! And the next time you enter into the room, you would be surprised that the patient was already waiting for you to come. :)

I have learned that in life you just have to have compassion, to care for the people who needs you, and be just human. Sometimes, when you can do nothing to alleviate their pain or condition, just being there makes everything alright. You don’t have to move mountains to touch the lives of people, you just have to have a heart, and a little of it goes a long, long way! :)





Piapot in white – and I mean White!

7 07 2009

Today will be the last day of my ordinary life as an ordinary student and as an ordinary person – because about 2pm today here in the Philippines, one of the most precious possession I am waiting for will be mine…

Today is my capping day, and I am very happy to have made it through three years of torture education that turned my neurons to dust and straighten my noodles to make them work and be able to acquire and learn the things I have to do and have to know to be the best for every patient under my care as a student nurse. I know we are not going to be able to do some stuffs as registered nurses, but atleast I would be able to take a peek on what it is like to become one. And honestly, I am very very excited about that fact and a little nervous too! :)

When I told my fried about this, he said that I was afraid to fail and was not excited at all, that bothered me a little, though to think it over, I was afraid to fail, terrified honestly to not be able to do my job for those who need it. I am afraid not to be a good nurse for a patient who needs me. And I am afraid  most to not serve my purpose.

Today is my day! The countdown is on… At 2pm, Piapot will be in white! :)